I finally found someone that I think I will last with. I love him with all my heart and I would do anything for him. He’s all I ever wanted and absolutely perfect for me. But I’m scared and I keep trying to find reasons to push him away. Im so scared to get hurt again. This time if he breaks my heart it will be 10x’s worse than my last heartbreak. I love this guy more than I have ever loved anyone. Its just things happen. Nothing lasts forever. We are still so young and I don’t believe in teen relationships but I want to believe in this one. People fall out of love all the time. I don’t want him to fall out of love with me or vise versa. Relationships scare the shit out of me to be honest.